Kejam ke aku??

Pernah tak mengalami keadaan apabila kita cakap sesuatu tu bukan maksud sebenar. Contoh ayat selalu terjadi kat aku.

Aku: aku nak jalan-jalan ke kuching. kau nak ikut? (janganlah cakap nak ikut) 

Kawan: ok gak tu. aku tak pernah sampai sana lagi. ok ke? 

Aku: ok lah..lagi ramai lagi bagus (oh no..aku dah ada 3 orang tambah sorang lagi? hmm..)

Kawan: eh tak apa lah..aku ada plan lain 

Aku: betul ni? kalau macam tu, lain kali ok? (peerrgghh lega. nasib baik dia tak ikut) 

Am I being so mean? Bukan itu sebenarnya maksud aku. I want to say something nice to her.

Yup I know. At the first place don't say anything to her. It's just that I want to say I'm going for vacation and I don't want her to feel sad. Bak kata orang, ajak-ajak ayam. Ajak orang tapi tak ikhlas.

In the end, I feel guilty. I think i should shut up and keep quiet, ok?

Maybe this video will tell you how I really feel.

p/s: I try to be nice ok